GrapyJuice

 the past few days are very weird.. eww screw it! 😑need to get back on track 🥲😐

 alright my boards got over finally!! i was just chilling ysty and i completely forgot abt blog. i wanted to write one. umm where do i start?? fine, i just uploaded a short on yt which was recorded ysty and i got like 53 views in like 1 hr. damn! i am making a travel scrapbook themed on the trip of kochi (sep 2024). and i planned to upload them on yt. andd my tam 9th portfolio vid reached *1k views* i am in XI G. that was a hard moment cause harini is in h and jeri is in i. and as the same section will most probably follow for 12th there are a very low possibilities that we might be in the same class. it was a known fact that me and jonisha would not be in the same class as she chose jee stream. but i expected to be w others.. fine i will find someone just like i found harini in 9th and jonisha in 10th. we r going to chennai by the end of this month and i am super excited abt it. i wanted to try my hand at vlogging. i did that as well. its not gonna be out anywhere. i will have it...

Remember 2024? Let's rewind with the help of my diary: Jan: Days became normal after the incident of 22 Dec 2023. We had sports day practice. Me, dad and Pooja started a challenge—wake up early and tear the daily calendar. (happy to have maintained 12 months streak by winning!)  Feb: Sports day. Group pic. Thaimozi day. Finally completed 9th grade!  Mar: Joined typewriting class. Holidays. 9th results. Joined 10th grade. Won an easter egg from 10A assembly. Apr: Joined Asaaltu batch online.  May: Chennai vibes. Pooja 10th results. Came to know abt funeral in detail—prema pati passed away. Had a very good time travelling home from Chennai (by car). School reopen. Went to a exhibiton. June: 10D Assembly. Super singer finals voting.  July: Annual day. Small misunderstanding w Jeri.  Aug: Got 9th rank!! Got CENTUM in math and science!! Had typewriting exam. Shifted house which is nearer to my school. Sep: Term 1 over. Kochi tour! Oct: The hectic revision test series...

  “You are the light to my dark. Without you, I’m lost.” “I’d do anything for you. No matter how twisted or impossible.” “Consider it a lesson for the future. Pretty words and pretty faces don’t equal pretty souls.” **obsessed with this book**

  “What I learned in this tragedy was the eternal lesson of good people going bad.”                                      ―  Steven Ramirez

LOST IN THOUGHTS In class, my mind begins to roam, Away from books and thoughts of home. My mind wanders to far-off lands,  While my textbook rests in my idle hands. I look out the window, at the sky so blue, Thinking of dreams I want to pursue. The moment I wake, I'm filled with dread, Realizing I missed what the teacher had just said. I promise myself to listen, to do my best, No more daydreams, I'll pass the test. By that moment, I understand the connection, Paying attention is the only path to my direction.